Finally, Spring arrives. A truly glorious day. The Village bathed in intense bright light— the day balmy and mild. The streets are teeming with people and activity— and I’ve had a sense all day of how I love living here. Early morning, Sadie and I walk to Washington Square. Already it is full of people. We sit on a bench and I bask in the sun for a while— noticing how feeling good feels. I want to develop a balance— a center of joy and well-being. I want to reach a level of harmony— and stay there. I am tired of my tightrope mentality— my mood swings. I am tired of the unhappiness and agitation that can well up in me suddenly and overtake my entire consciousness.
This touches me today...