Just got home from a date with John. What a nice man and how good I feel with him– and even afterward, alone. I carry his high into my privacy. John and I met and tricked a couple of weeks ago and it was a very intense, warm evening. He has only just begun to live an actively gay life. He was divorced three weeks ago after 20 years of marriage and two children. He is exuberant with his new world. There is a vitality to his obvious enjoyment that is contagious. We go out dancing to the Lost and Found and it is so apparent what a good time he is having. I like being with him– he carries me away from my moodiness. He has that trusting capability to enjoy that is usually reserved for the young. Before the heart has formed scar tissue to protect it from wear.
December 13th, 1977
December 13th, 1977
December 13th, 1977
Just got home from a date with John. What a nice man and how good I feel with him– and even afterward, alone. I carry his high into my privacy. John and I met and tricked a couple of weeks ago and it was a very intense, warm evening. He has only just begun to live an actively gay life. He was divorced three weeks ago after 20 years of marriage and two children. He is exuberant with his new world. There is a vitality to his obvious enjoyment that is contagious. We go out dancing to the Lost and Found and it is so apparent what a good time he is having. I like being with him– he carries me away from my moodiness. He has that trusting capability to enjoy that is usually reserved for the young. Before the heart has formed scar tissue to protect it from wear.