The recurring problem with my visits home is the pressure I feel exerted on me by members of the family to see them. I feel as if it would take a full week of just visiting to satisfy the imposed obligations. My grandmother is the worst. Saturday morning and I feel guilty because I did not get up early enough to keep Mom’s car and go visit. I had told her I might be over this morning.
December 30th, 1978
December 30th, 1978
December 30th, 1978
The recurring problem with my visits home is the pressure I feel exerted on me by members of the family to see them. I feel as if it would take a full week of just visiting to satisfy the imposed obligations. My grandmother is the worst. Saturday morning and I feel guilty because I did not get up early enough to keep Mom’s car and go visit. I had told her I might be over this morning.