Current rumblings go like this: I am not driven toward any definite goals with my life. The issue is not now. I am still in the same position I was in three years ago when I moved to New York. After years of working at Army Times I realized that although I might have a “good job” it was not anything to satisfy my needs for a life’s work. The move to New York at best satisfied my need for sudden action. But it was so poorly planned and executed that, of course, it failed. And now I know that my marriage to Richard allowed me to avoid planning my own life. I could devote all my passions and love into our relationship, our future. When that failed, I found myself not only older– but with the same problems, I had as a 22-year-old. Now, I am approaching 26 and the problem still haunts my days: What to do with my life.
February 16th, 1977
February 16th, 1977
February 16th, 1977
Current rumblings go like this: I am not driven toward any definite goals with my life. The issue is not now. I am still in the same position I was in three years ago when I moved to New York. After years of working at Army Times I realized that although I might have a “good job” it was not anything to satisfy my needs for a life’s work. The move to New York at best satisfied my need for sudden action. But it was so poorly planned and executed that, of course, it failed. And now I know that my marriage to Richard allowed me to avoid planning my own life. I could devote all my passions and love into our relationship, our future. When that failed, I found myself not only older– but with the same problems, I had as a 22-year-old. Now, I am approaching 26 and the problem still haunts my days: What to do with my life.