January 24th, 1973

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࡫ Is strength self-probation?

࡫ Or is it just the opposite?

I must pursue my own experiences

They must be resolved

ᐃ But that is detachment! You are attached– attached a thousand egotistical ways to your personal self– you must overcome these to go on to higher planes of selfhood.

ᐁ But I must use my self– my personality as the vehicle of experience–

࡫ That’s where you are wrong! The personality-self is the trap of experience– it binds experience

What do you seek?

I seek transcendent experience–

I long and hunger after truth and knowledge and experience.

You should know the truth and the truth shall make you free.