June 3rd, 1973

midafternoon–

Peggy and Ed have returned to the planting. I am no help at all. I went out with them after breakfast and we all pitched in at top speed digging and hoeing and raking and pitching rocks. After maybe an hour and a half I was wasted. I am so unused to strenuous hard work. That’s something I really want to work on. Quitting cigarettes again has been my first big step.

I’m really tired and drowsy. I’m going to masturbate and take a nap.