A rare treat. I take the day off. Actually, I have been not too well for a couple of days. I wonder if I am developing a physical malaise to justify a day home from work. I hope not. I don’t mind lying to them– I don’t want to lie to myself. A slump seems to possess me. For two days now I have been nearly a zombie. Mildly depressed. Slightly disoriented. Completely disinterested. Dragging myself through my days like a corpse.
March 29th, 1978
March 29th, 1978
March 29th, 1978
A rare treat. I take the day off. Actually, I have been not too well for a couple of days. I wonder if I am developing a physical malaise to justify a day home from work. I hope not. I don’t mind lying to them– I don’t want to lie to myself. A slump seems to possess me. For two days now I have been nearly a zombie. Mildly depressed. Slightly disoriented. Completely disinterested. Dragging myself through my days like a corpse.