March 31st, 1971

(Later)

Finding several cigarettes stuffed in a shirt pocket– apparently stuck there several weeks ago in lieu of a day with no cigarettes and no money– somehow finding them made me extremely DEPRESSED– I miss that life.

Jesus– I’m homesick for nothing. I feel trapped. I want to put on my jeans and hitchhike to New Orleans. Goddam do I feel trapped.

I’ve got to hang on– I’ll get through all this shit. I will live through all this shit.