May 22nd, 1976
This incomplete tone pervades everything. Allen and I did not go out last night. I kept passing out on the sofa. He kept calling me. Finally, we both agreed we did not want to go out.
“We never discuss homosexuality. We take it for granted. It’s like having twenty cavities that can’t be filled: the pain comes and goes while we college types try to assuage our grief by talking about Michaelangelo.”
-Quote from 1976 journal; out of some pornography book I read while working for Guild Press