May 8th, 1976
The past couple of weeks have been strange and busy. So much has not been recorded in this book. My new job– I start work Monday at Garfinckel’s. Also, Allan and I have been in two operas at the Kennedy Center as supers for the New York Opera. Much activity. No feeling.
My loneliness is consuming me. And soon I know that Tom, Allan’s lover, will be here from Salt Lake City. And I will be truly alone.
Meanwhile, my body and spirit are being ravaged daily by alcohol and tobacco and whoring.