November 27th, 1979

“Mobs of Iranian students crying for Yankee blood”– the news drones; I feel compelled to watch.

I decide to be crazy all the time; not selectively, not allowing my “times.” No, always. I will enact my fantasies. There will be no inner world, no emotional closet. I don’t have time.

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Opera makes my dog young and beautiful. It makes us all young and beautiful. It makes her cry, and me too.