Dream: I am with my mother and father. We are in my grandmother’s house. They have been fighting. I am in the living room with my mother. I am sympathetic to her— consoling. I feel anxious and upset by this conflict. My father is in the bedroom. The door is closed. I am afraid to go in to him— yet I feel the need to placate. I am full of fear. He is lying across the bed in his underwear reading a book. He is aware that I noticed his erection. We talk. I attempt to soothe his anger toward my mother. He tells me that she has been having affairs with two men. They are loathsome types and I am repulsed by this information. Repulsed and dismayed that my mother had lied to me— and suddenly sympathetic to my father. I am all this while obsessed with his erection— using this conversation as a facade to be with him. Wanting something to happen. As I begin to leave, I kiss him goodbye. I embrace him passionately, hungrily, and he allows it. He puts his arms around me and I press my body against him— thrilled with disbelief he is allowing me to do this. I kiss him on the mouth and thrust my tongue into his— as I do this, he physically lifts me off the floor above his head as we continue to kiss and begins to turn round and round— to whirl me around. I am overwhelmed by his strength and power and awake reeling in erotic ecstasy.