October 3rd, 1981
After two weeks of not seeing each other, I went to David’s tonight for dinner. What a wonderfully calming, peaceful night. We had Chinese food delivered and he made a fire to celebrate this new Fall chill in the air. After dinner, I laid on the bed and he played beautiful powerful piano. I walked across the room and kissed his forehead when he finished. His brow was hot and wet. I loved him dearly. We cuddled on the bed together. He told me there was a strength developing in me that was visible. It felt good to be with him. I do not know what God’s will for David and me is. Tonight was a pleasure.
Work continues to roar ahead at full speed. I begin to tire. I am rearing a danger gone. The next few days must be carefully balanced.
Yesterday I got a $50 raise at work, and a strong endorsement for the work I’ve been doing. I’ve also been told I can hire an assistant. Hard work pays off. A direct result of sobriety.