(eternities later… same night) The roots to my psychosis are ancient and deep. What took place so long and far away is so binding. The nightmare twists and contortions of my brain will never be untangled. I just went through a minor nightmare. Ed and Lennie just made it on the floor while I was asleep on the sofa. Peggy went home early and I crashed while watching television. When I woke up I heard them– it was evil and naughty and dirty and obscure and I hated them so totally. I felt like I was back in my attic room listening to the noises in the night below. God how I hated them.
April 12th, 1971
April 12th, 1971
April 12th, 1971
(eternities later… same night) The roots to my psychosis are ancient and deep. What took place so long and far away is so binding. The nightmare twists and contortions of my brain will never be untangled. I just went through a minor nightmare. Ed and Lennie just made it on the floor while I was asleep on the sofa. Peggy went home early and I crashed while watching television. When I woke up I heard them– it was evil and naughty and dirty and obscure and I hated them so totally. I felt like I was back in my attic room listening to the noises in the night below. God how I hated them.