Allan’s plane had barely landed before he was in the bars on Christopher Street. Dragging tricks through the apartment at 1:30 am. I am in a rage that lasts through the day. I want Allan to go away— disappear— to suddenly not be in my life anymore. I decide that I have to move. This situation is unendurable. So I made a mistake. The enormous changes I have gone through the past year have made any communication with Allan impossible. I am repelled by his lifestyle— his spiritual cancer—
January 25th, 1982
January 25th, 1982
January 25th, 1982
Allan’s plane had barely landed before he was in the bars on Christopher Street. Dragging tricks through the apartment at 1:30 am. I am in a rage that lasts through the day. I want Allan to go away— disappear— to suddenly not be in my life anymore. I decide that I have to move. This situation is unendurable. So I made a mistake. The enormous changes I have gone through the past year have made any communication with Allan impossible. I am repelled by his lifestyle— his spiritual cancer—