I suppose that the reason I cannot seem to make any progress in stopping my neuroses is because I keep expecting to reach some magical state of grace– some level of consciousness and existence that I am aware of being far superior and more integrated than my present reality. I want the type of results in my life that I am reading about in Primal Scream– and experience of personality integration. I want an antidote for daily life. I want to become happy and stay happy.
January 7th, 1972
January 7th, 1972
January 7th, 1972
I suppose that the reason I cannot seem to make any progress in stopping my neuroses is because I keep expecting to reach some magical state of grace– some level of consciousness and existence that I am aware of being far superior and more integrated than my present reality. I want the type of results in my life that I am reading about in Primal Scream– and experience of personality integration. I want an antidote for daily life. I want to become happy and stay happy.