A day off. Up early with Richard. Sucking cock to pornographic inner visions– smoking cigarettes, drinking coffee while he runs through his morning routine trying not to be late for work. I sit on the sofa and watch. Wondering if I should go into the office and catch my breath on Monday’s deadlines. Everything evening out at work– after three crazy weeks of heavy advertising. I’ve worked the last two Saturdays. No. I need a day off. Alone. By myself in the apartment. To hear my own thoughts. Maybe read. Maybe write. Drink gin and tonic and allow myself to relax after a busy busy week.
June 19th, 1976
June 19th, 1976
June 19th, 1976
A day off. Up early with Richard. Sucking cock to pornographic inner visions– smoking cigarettes, drinking coffee while he runs through his morning routine trying not to be late for work. I sit on the sofa and watch. Wondering if I should go into the office and catch my breath on Monday’s deadlines. Everything evening out at work– after three crazy weeks of heavy advertising. I’ve worked the last two Saturdays. No. I need a day off. Alone. By myself in the apartment. To hear my own thoughts. Maybe read. Maybe write. Drink gin and tonic and allow myself to relax after a busy busy week.