MINOR NOTES: It is now just past midnight and my fever and apparent flu has passed. Something has changed. My living room is cleaned and in order and the weekend of hell raising is receding. I called Joe this afternoon. He had told me yesterday that he would call me last night when he got off work (he works until 11:00). There was no call. Today he said that he had worked really late and didn’t think he should call. I asked him to call me tonight and not to worry about how late it was. If there is no call tonight something will change. If Joe were thinking about me as intensely as I have thought about him since we tricked the other night– he will call me. If he does not call, I will not want him anymore.
January 31st, 1978
January 31st, 1978
January 31st, 1978
MINOR NOTES: It is now just past midnight and my fever and apparent flu has passed. Something has changed. My living room is cleaned and in order and the weekend of hell raising is receding. I called Joe this afternoon. He had told me yesterday that he would call me last night when he got off work (he works until 11:00). There was no call. Today he said that he had worked really late and didn’t think he should call. I asked him to call me tonight and not to worry about how late it was. If there is no call tonight something will change. If Joe were thinking about me as intensely as I have thought about him since we tricked the other night– he will call me. If he does not call, I will not want him anymore.